GLAMOUROUS DEMEANOUR

Friday, May 16, 2008 8:24 AM

FOOD GALORE.

So I ate, I swallowed, & I burst today.

I'm a satisfied kid in the stomach with a huge pail of guilt from my overwhelming consumption of food. ): I need more sun to sweat & more rounds to run but I'm way too lazy for them.

& I had to totally PS Jeriel & Xuelin Ice3's trip to head down to AMK for Crab Beehoon which totally made me feel bad. One more un-screwedup outing to chomps I promise. HAHA. : D

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I SWEAR MY MUM IS TRYING TO MURDER ME FOR PROMISING TO BRING ME FOOD SINCE HOURS AGO. & NOW IT'S 10.30 PM & SHE'S NOT BACK YET WITH MY DINNER, NEITHER IS HER STUPID CELL WORKING/ON/WHATSOEVER. & TO MAKE THINGS WORSE, GP'S COMPRE IS TOUGH & I KINDA HATE THE CHAPTER OF HYPOTHESIS STATS IN MATHS WHICH IS WHAT I AM ATTEMPTING TO DO, WHICH MAKE ME FEEL LIKE AN UTTER STUPID FAILURE & MY HOPES OF GETTING A'S IN A LEVELS ARE FLUSHED DOWN THE DRAIN.

SO ALL IN ALL, A WOMAN WILL TURN ABSOLUTELY CRANKY&DEPRESSED, ESP WHEN SHE'S HUNGRY. FOOOD! I NEED FOOOD NOW. ):

OMG, such an irony. I was complaining how full I was (read top part) & now I'm complaining how hungry I am. I feel like a poor little kid in some third world country.

Hunger pangs are here again. sighs.

[EDIT/EDIT]

I'm full to the brim. & yet I'm still feeling fucking cranky & irritated inside out. I feel stupid/dumb/fugly/shitty all in the same time & typing this is not helping unlike previous occasions. My regular therpy of watching videos is NOT working. ):

Stress build? Or the fucking friendly friend is here YET AGAIN? (cmon give me a break!) You're fucking here twice a month on average this year. Massive moodswings are making me look like my mother who is experiencing menopause pls. AHHHHH.